i don't need anymore stress. none of this shit would've never happened if you had been the father you were supposed to be. either this is just the result of having a dumbass kid or rebellion gone wrong. either way, i can't handle it. i already have all this shit going on with school, and you're always breathing down my neck to get me to do perfect. i just can't do this shit anymore. i need to get out of this house and away from all this. fuck it, you guys can all just kill yourselves with your problems but i'm not gonna do it. it's only me and that's the end of it.