STOP EATING.

i want to be a poet.

an author

a writer

a musician

an expresser of thoughts.

i want to pull inspiration from anything and everything.

the smallest things will create my greatest works of art.

i dream a lot.

i wish a lot.

i want so many things.

at the moment, i don't have much.

just an idea.

i want the clouds to be my home.

with my 50 foot ceilings

and my dome tent

i want to live inside my mind

i have too many fears

and i am lost in them too deep to even think

to move and do

i don't talk to myself enough

i need to move forward and run towards what i want and need most

i want a beautiful life

with beautiful people

and talks

and voices

and sounds

i want to be content within my walls

within this skin

worry will be beyond me

nirvana, please wait for me.