something wonderful. and internally beautiful.
but what am i really?
how many people pretend to like me when they really hate me?
how many people think i'm fake, bitchy, negative?
i don't know.
but i often feel that i have no friends.
everyone only pretends to like me.
and because of that idea,
i'm always trying to outdo myself.
trying to make myself up to be something more.
and when i finally am myself around people.
i feel annoying. like they don't want to be around me. but they're
too afraid of offending me.
how many real friends do i actually have?
that like me for who i am and see me as a person that can learn from
and enjoy.
i don't know.
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