Afraid.

I haven't written in such a long time. I think I've lost my touch.

I've been reading the things I write on here,

and its all so horrible. I wasn't that great before,

but never this bad.

I think its because I'm trying new things.

I've never written in this "style" before.

I was afraid of always sounding the same.

Afraid of repetition.

I want there to be diversity with my writing.

But I guess I suck at doing that.

I only have one way.

And I'm not quite sure I remember how to do it...